memoria / matriz
[2025]
Chalchiuhtlicue GODDESS 
It is a poetic and spiritual exploration of what happens when the identities we have built begin to shift, when old attachments loosen, and when we find our way back to ourselves. At its center is the search for balance, through the integration of the feminine and masculine within us.  
Who do we become after moving through life through the many roles we inhabit?
Water became the starting point of this exploration, is the archetypical element that evokes the unconscious, emotion, life, and transformation. The project speaks to the universal process of becoming, losing and redefining ourselves, and finding a way to inhabit who we are with greater wholeness.
 It begins with Chalchiuhtlicue, the Mexica goddess of water and childbirth. She represents the moment when life begins, birth as a sacred transformation, when the body becomes a channel for creation and change.

THE WOMB / MATRIZ

BIRTH / NACIMIENTO

Orestes Pursued by the Furies / ORESTES PERSEGUIDO POR ERINIAS

Then comes childhood, when the first gestures of identity begin to take shape. The rituals of “being a girl” are learned through observation, imitation, and repetition, often long before we become conscious of them. What we imitate gradually becomes part of who we believe we are.
As the body changes, the relationship with it can become more complicated. It no longer feels entirely our own. It is observed, commented on, desired, judged, and claimed. Shame and fear can enter the body, inherited through generations of silence, conditioning, and expectations.
In adolescence, rebellion can become a way of separating from what has been imposed. The feminine may be rejected, along with the mother figure and the qualities traditionally associated with her: nurturing, intuition, softness, and receptivity.
The movement begins to turn inward from there, questioning what has been inherited, what has been performed, and what might be reclaimed

DENIAL OF THE FEMININE / NEGACIÓN DE LO FEMENINO

QUEST FOR SOVEREIGNTY / BÚSQUEDA DE LA SOBERANÍA

THIS BODY STILL DOESN'T FEEL LIKE MINE / ÉSTE CUERPO SIGUE SIN SENTIRSE MÍO

UNTITLED

UNBALANCED/ DESEQUILIBRIO

SOVEREIGNITY / SOBERANÍA

Eventually, something begins to shift. A sense of power starts to rise, along with the need to take ownership of one’s voice, one’s image, and one’s path.
It is not a linear awakening. Growth can be messy, disorienting, and full of contradictions. Stepping into one’s own power can bring as much uncertainty as clarity, as old identities begin to loosen and a new sense of self takes shape.  
The final part of this story is about balance, about finding peace between seemingly opposing forces. It is inspired by Ardhanarishvara, the Indian deity that embodies the union of masculine and feminine energies. Fluid, whole, and in motion, this figure became a symbol of what harmony can look and feel like when these forces are no longer in opposition, but integrated. 

memoria / matriz is a return to intuition, to the body and the voice, a process of reinvention and an honoring of the balance that has been sought all along.

ARDANARISHVARA : THE BALANCE OF OPPOSING FORCES / ARDANARISHVARA : EL BALANCE DE LAS FUERZAS OPUESTAS